Right now, at this very moment, as my kids and I are singing worship songs and reading Proverbs 15 before bedtime, my husband is screwing “11/15 — A Blog is Born”
A Different Kind of Love…
This is part of what my husband told me on 10/6. I probably didn’t realize it, but he’s been spending a lot of time reading about “A Different Kind of Love…”
11/16
Reading @JonAcuff ‘s book Start got me started in researching about blogging, but not actually doing. This divorce process has pushed me to take steps “11/16”
#Journal — 10/30
Did I really matter so little to you over the last 18 years that you can just throw me aside like this? You talk about “#Journal — 10/30”
#Journal — 11/10
It is a selfish decision. You are making a choice that affects primarily me, then the kids and everyone else we love. After listening to you “#Journal — 11/10”
What I Told the Kids
Today was grandparents’ day at the kids’ new school. They all had such a great time, but the kids really missed Mama and rushed back home. “What I Told the Kids”
11/17
This is harder than I thought. Any time I have any contact from him, my spirit sinks, and I have to actively fight a downward spiral. It “11/17”
11/18
I went to a new church today, and I loved it. It just felt right. I already knew I loved the pastor; I’d been watching “11/18”
11/19
I can’t explain the anguish caused by the response to my “any hope” email. My good friend Emily sent me this video. I could not “11/19”
11/20
Today was our first kid exchange. And probably a preview of all interaction to come. My husband was aggressive, intimidating, his anger seething just below the surface. “11/20”