I wake up every day with an image of him in my mind, and deep sorrow and grief in my heart. I’ve come to terms “1/25”
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1/27
Worship today had me sobbing, not because I was moved by the Spirit, but due to the sight of the couple in front of me “1/27”
2/2
What is this, God? What’s going on? I thought once 1/29 came and went, I’d be feeling better. But instead I’m a maelstrom of so “2/2”
2/4
I hurt. I hurt. I hurt. Oh, God, I hurt. I hurt. I hurt. I hurt. I hurt. I hurt. I hurt. I HURT! Oh God, “2/4”
2/5
Found a new trigger. I associate it with our honeymoon. The first hotel we stayed at in Italy served croissants with little packets of Nutella “2/5”
2/6
A ring never mattered to me before. My engagement ring was my first piece of jewelry, ever. (I’m a low-maintenance, no-frills kind of girl. It’s “2/6”
2/7
I think the funk I felt the last few days was from realizing his life is going to merrily go on. He may actually end “2/7”
2/8
I woke up completely rested and refreshed… at 1230 AM. So I then spent the next 5 hours concentrating on the worship music playing, and “2/8”
2/11
Well, I’ve been bleeding the past two nights. Not love, but the pain that comes from a broken heart. My in-laws called my parents two nights ago “2/11”
2/15
Oh, the ups and downs after a marriage is torn apart. His family is the one spilling the secrets, not me. I don’t want to be “2/15”