Who are you? Why are you doing this? To me? To the kids? To yourself?? That is the most baffling. I just don’t understand it. That has “12/15”
12/17
When I was planning a month of dates this past July, so was he… with her. Even taking her to the Colorado Springs hotel I “12/17”
12/28
Lord, this day has been difficult for me. Of all the exchanges to date, this has been the hardest. Is it because it’s for 9 “12/28”
Worship Team Application
New Church’s Worship Team Application: Please tell us about your salvation experience. On October 27, 1988, at a midweek prayer meeting, I suddenly felt convicted. “Worship Team Application”
12/29
Lord, I really don’t want to know. Please. I don’t think I can handle this. So far, he’s only turned in one bank account’s statements from the “12/29”
12/30
Last night was rough. I stayed up til 2 AM reading Whisper (see resources>books). Again, confirmation after confirmation, that God would make my husband who “12/30”
1/1
What a day yesterday. Talk about an emotional roller coaster. I wake up in sorrow, remembering what his financials reveal to me about his heart and “1/1”
1/2
I didn’t go to sleep til 5 AM. I was going through all the screen shots I took of our Facebook messages, trying to file “1/2”
1/3
I woke up at 9AM and spent a lot of time in prayer. I felt I had grieved the Spirit somehow, that I should repent. “1/3”
1/10
Last night was the first time I’ve broken down in sobbing tears in a while. I felt off the whole day, and couldn’t really place “1/10”
